Stigma


I will not bleed for you today.


I will not cut myself, or drink a beer,

or stick my finger down my throat

so you can watch me die

and be sorry for me.


Today I will live

and be happy

in spite of you

or your trivial opinions.


Ha!

Point and laugh if you wish.

The joke's on you.

I remain content while you drown

in your own pettiness.


You fear your truth,

so you poke fun at mine

and lie stagnant

in you own egotistical musings.


Today I will look into the mirror

with no mask.

The task at hand

will be my own honest evaluation.


I will shed the skins of your opinion

to stand before my creator

and rely on his grace

to grow and change,

Unhampered by the chains or

judgement you try to hang around

my neck.


No, I will not bleed for you today.

Instead I will offer you a prayer

rather than my self destruction.